For the past few weeks, I was quite emo and I struggled to get out of it. An incident hurt me so badly that I actually did not want to talk about it, much less think about it. However, the incident kept haunting me... and when it does, I sigh, sometimes, tear a little. *major understatement* HAHA..

It was not the inability to forgive, but rather, a cut too deep that needed time to heal?

However, through the entire incident, I really want to thank God for Rom, Vee and Ben for listening, supporting, teaching, praying and helping me to see things from God's perspective and not dwell in my emo state.

Love have to be sincere and genuine. Catchpoole said that "love is an intelligent willingness to do what is best for the other party". It involves the brain, heart and hand. Therefore, in retrospect, I am glad I was affected by the entire incident. I am glad that I got hurt. Because now I know I am not unfeeling, and that I do care for the people around me; care enough that it bothers me when I see that something is not right. :)

Today... I am able to move on.



The past week was just insane going around Singapore to check out the places for filming, early morning, late nights, HOURS of meeting... It was a refreshing change to study with Daz and Boon at Vivo. It was a day of laughing and studying. Great combination. Can't wait to play lanterns together!!!!!!!!!!


On a side note, I think Jon's description of Job was way fantastic. I dreamt of a land with a lot of sheep, camels, oxen,..............
What in the world?!! Boy am I glad that I ain't that rich. :p