It is hard to resist the temptation to buy books.
Studied at Siglap today and my legs simply had a mind of its own. It started walking to the reading place. I was enthralled by the shelves of books… as always. And I walked out buying a book. -_- I love Japanese authors. They are able to encapsulate suspense and humour in their dead-pan writing. Stupefying! ☺

I feel so lazy to study my marketing. I seem to know them, but I don’t exactly know them. My family said I don’t make sense when I told them that. I hope someone out there understand what I mean. Whatever it is, I hope to re-read and re-test myself all that I read and draw from my implicit memory when I do some self test by… tomorrow 6pm? Sounds reasonable. Man, I really want to know the grade that my group got for our marketing project! Ah! 50% and all that hard work!!!

The more I read and jot down insights from my readings, the more questions I have regarding the multifarious issues for my crossing boundaries module. The worst part is that they are questions that you will never have answers for. Identity is always a tricky issue to deal with. And it sucks when we have to substantiate our pt, and pretend to be extremely convicted by it when we know that honestly, the whole notion is simply impalpable!!!

What if we never find the answers?

“…the telephone is silent but it keeps me awake. When will you return? Will we have moved on with our lives? Questions questions. I re-read your messages, your letters, scrutinizing your pen scratch marks, and as I lay awake, head to wall, eyes to ceiling… … Blink. Blink. I miss you. “