Wow. 2 posts in a few hours? It’s not that I’m very free.. but right now, I feel too uptight to function normally.

I have so many things to do that I actually feel like crying!!
Because I am self-reliant, I tell myself that 24 hours a day is insufficient.
I choose to believe that I will not survive this week.
I consciously try to find ways to squeeze every second.
I get angry that I am still not completely recovered, and I blame the doctor for not giving me sufficient medication that will enable my body to be strong.
And I want to vent my frustrations by giving the school a tight kick.

I feel exhausted.

In one of my reflections on traditional crisp paper and pen, I wrote:

“The way to life: Simple, but not easy.
We can pay nothing for salvation but coming to Jesus costs us EVERYTHING. Saying Yes to Christ is to say No to the things of the world.
To be in Christ is to rely on His power, not our own. Also, that I may be found willing to forsake our own way for His.
He warned me there would be persecution and suffering. But He also promised that my heart will rejoice.”

In my second paragraph, there are 9 ‘I’s.
What does it say of me?

I need to ask myself what do I want to say yes to.