i'm rambling... pardon me.
Friday, February 13, 2009 x 2:48 AM
Dead-tired.
I’ve finalized my MIMBY 1st Comm meeting agenda. A lot to pray for! But I got to give in that I am really excited. ☺ To be honest, my heart was beating very fast as I tied up the loose ends just now. Why am I so anxious? For a moment, the anxiety was controlling my body that I felt like pacing up and down the floor! The girl with many eyes is going mad. The next moment, I wanted to jump up and down in excitement! Confused? I think so. 2 more things to settle before the ball start rolling. Please remind me that this is not MY event if ever you find me fretting over it unduly or being a slave driver. Although I always tease Ben and Peng for being slave drivers, I know I actually belong to that group too. *eat humble pie *Thank you. Pray that the Lord will also impress upon the hearts of SPI and Desire that this is their service to God and may they find much joy in serving!
Today was one of my most amusing day. Spent my break preparing for MIMBY and chatting with one of uni friend. Never in my wildest dream did I imagine myself actually having a traffic light conversation with him! It was… amazing. One of the most fun conversations I ever had without teasing him. HAHA ☺ Let’s do this again some time soon yea!
After such a long day in school today, I headed down to Starbucks, plopped myself down and started typing my thoughts away.
Was sharing with a friend over dinner some of the madness I have to endure to the point that it got rather exasperating. However, the perspective offered was something I probably took for granted. Rather than viewing the situation so negatively and see myself at a losing end, why not se it as an opportunity to excite them, talk to them, basically being a friend. Yea. Why not? Guess I was self-centred and wanted to have things my way. I am learning…
Was doing my QT on my way home just now and what I read today completely upset my previous thinking/knowledge. Not that it’s not good, but it felt like a slap on my face. Tough love.
I’d blog about it soon… hopefully tomorrow. Let me address my issues first then write about it