I'm sick and stuck at home. :(
Would you like my fried brains?

Spent the entire morning uploading the Julyians Birthday Bash photos-3 albums worth. And i've given up uploading the videos.. So wait till i return from camp then i'd attempt uploading them again.

Off i go to the other end of Singapore come next week. The brave and usually unenthusiastic me when it comes to camps actually signed up for some NUS camp!!! I have absolutely no idea what is going to happen, what to expect, and i don't think i'm going to meet any familiar face. But yes, i'm going.

When i told one of my friend that i'm going for the camp, the first thing she asked me was 'who are you going with?'. No one. So my overly concerned friend started to panic and was so utterly shocked that i would sign up for a camp just like that. Such melodramatic friends i have. Maybe it's my personality? Like how I really wanted to go overseas to study because i don't want having to go to the Uni whereby everywhere i turn i see a familiar face. I love my friends, i do, but sometimes i feel like i'm too comfortable where i am that should i say face some difficulties i can run to them. Remember how when we were little we used to play catching and when we touched a certain pillar, it would mean Home=safe. Likewise I wondered to myself if i have been like a child always running to that particular pillar just to feel safe.

This camp is going to be a good time for me to make new friends, interact with people from different places. Haha.. i sound like i'm an extrovert, but i'm not. Give me space and time alone anytime and i'd flash you a big smile and go to that corner to just think. Yea, my all time favourite acitivity. Oh, throw in the thinking couch too. :)

Maybe come Sunday night i'd have cold feet and pretend to lie in bed sick so that i can avoid the camp. Haha.. Few months back i crashed one of the Desire cg on relationships. There's no 'the one' for you out there, you can wait for eternity, but rather, how can I be the one for the other. It is not a self-centred view. Not like i'm going to look for some guy when i go, (haha.. the thought is quite hilarious), but i want to align my thoughts and perspective to one whereby i'm going not just to receive all the fun games that they have planned or make new friends so that i won't be lonely when term starts.

Anyway, Julyians bash was a Blast. Enjoyed myself through and through although we were all quite zonked after Church. As usual, the dare summon was hilarious because everybody really rose to the occassion and was spontaneous, fierce, outgoing.. i love it. :) I remember laughing at some scenes so hard and long that my stomach ached. haha. However, to me, the best part of the chalet was after the video screening whereby the julyians gave thanks. It was simply heart warming just to hear how thankful they are, whereby they take some time to count their blessings. XD Cheers!!

Anyway, I miss you GERALDYNE :(
Please remember to FedEx a dozen on my birthday
and.... I'm going to miss the dim sum fortnightly meetings :'( real bad.