Ineffable journey
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 x 1:03 PM
I'm such a sentimental person.
Tomorrow i'm bringing down my art work since most people are lazy to climb 3 levels up to look at my work during the art grad show. BUMS! I'm quite shaken at the fact that i'm bringing it down tomorrow. It'll be a day of moving 4 monitors and CPUs down, laying black cloth again, hanging lights, swinging keys, working hard like i worked the past few weeks and saying goodbye to my dear Kent who helped me many times. Why do i sound like i'm preparing a funeral? Haha. Ok, i'm not. I'm just a little sad to move everything down because the dark room holds alot of memory. let me just thank many people...
KENT: who protected me from losing my finger when i was climbing up to hang cloth, wasted lots of electricity by switching on the lights and fans when i'm not around, who helped me create an impression with the examiners by meddling with my spacebar, for hanging up the cloth when i'm not around. Thank you.
HELMET HEAD: the one who always emo but at the same time make me laugh till i cry. For buying me breakfast, lunch, tea, whatever, for bringing me to Great world city, for attracting more helmet heads when we went out to eat, for revealing my secret and causing me much embarassement, for creating comics using photobooth that makes absolutely no sense, for being so drama when it comes to Bruce, for imitating hairspray, for helping me open my darkroom, for messing up my darkroom by lighting candles everywhere, for not helping me to clean up the mess you created, for understanding how i felt when my video could not work, for reminding me about dear T and Nic, for planningwith me how to climb the windows at parkway, for doing silly things which i'll never forget. I love you.
MONSTER: thank you for being another emo person who would kiddingly offer to share your "pills" with me, for treating me to Thaiexpress, NYDC, peranakan place, and being so awfully polite about everything and anything. Your dedication and persistence in trying to be superwoman is admirable although you offer need reminders to sit down and rest, for bringing your imac to my house, for giving me the girl with many eyes figurine, for laughing at me because i talk to myself, for being there went i was really upset, for making the TAs work till it works, for being such a naughty person in my dark room talking about spectrum and the crazy stuff we do in the dark room with black nails, for making me cry, laugh, smile, emo, angry and frustrated all at once, for spending all your salary on me, on us, for giving me a ride of my life in your car, for sacrificing sleep and time to get things done, for thinking about us all the time even though we make you cry and go crazy, for abusing me with your long skinny hands and stressbuster, for lending me adbuster that makes me think, for being so open to share with us your life, for scaring me with your D-days, for taking time to understand me and listent o me. Thank you for being such a forgetful person as watching you walk away and leaving everything outside my room is a scream.How can i ever forget you? Thank you. After my As, i'll bring you to shop houses that are for rent and sale and psycho you to buy it and make it your florist, and bring you for a play with black nails and crankylostdonut. No mistake about time and dates this time. And my treat.
CRANKYLOSTDONUT: For being such an encouraging person when i first talked to you on MSN, helping me to print my timelines and frames, for teaching me to do screenshots using iMac, for being such a fun zookeeper and poking fun of everything and anything, for ebing so practical and down to earth, for giving me comments about my art, for taking care of my dear monster, for takiing leave to lose sleep and spend time with animals, for creating mr and mrs bruce using photoshop and making me laugh till i cry. You have made this art journey qutie enjoyable with your presence. :)
HP: thank you for bringing all your classmates into art room and making such a din and bring much laughter into the room. Your calmness even though we're few hours away from deadline is admirable and it brought me much comfort, your moustache which i'll never forget when you lack sleep, your funny friends who help you with your audio recording and making me laugh with all the different dialects, for helping me to switch on the science lab swtich.
SPECTRUM: Thank you For being yourself and bringing so much laughter into the art room. Although at the same time i apologize for it.
KY: Thank you for being such a barbie and a barbie. I must let you meet Kent one day.
SM: Thank you for being so loud and having an undaunted spirit. Your strength in persevering on was a great encouragement to me.
HANDSOME: Thank you for bring so nice and a perfectionist that strucks much fear in my heart when i stick your timeframes for you in your prep boards. (sorry i didn't use a ruler) ;) Thank you for being so funny whenever you call me to ask me how to use the videocam and watching you film with hilmi makes me laugh, for teaching me how to fly kites.
SQ: Thank you for telling me so many lame jokes which i'll never forget and being such a spoiler by not watching my DVDs and going out for dinner with us, for the concern you've shown to the people in the artroom, and having so many partners from guys to girls to monkeys.
MARYAM: Thank you for always giving me a smile whenever i see you. it really brightens up my day.
EMME: Thank you for offering to help me out the day when i was super emo, for clearing up the dance studio, for being creative by improvising and creating a dustpan, for scaring me with the weird insects that crawl on your ear and from your bag, for not bathing and not flushing the toilet.
THE TSUI-CIDAL: Thank you for coming to school early on sat and sitting outside the schoolgate with me as we watch the sky turn from dark to bright.
SARA: Thank you for listening to me cry and listening to me, for staying with me in school till late, for taking time off from your studies to help me, to stay up late because of me, for helping me do my filming, for solving the technical aspects of my art, for giving me moral support at my house and in school, for running around to help me, for being so brave to stay in the darkroom alone to take down my wires and all, for buying me food, for waking up early on a Saturday, for hammering nails into the wall for me, for bearing with me without a word of complain, for loving me enough to go to such extent, to gather help for me from mary and gera, for praying for me, for attempting to read my prep boards, for correcting my 'e' for me, for letting me listen to your ipod which brought me much comfort, for being silent when i needed it, for encouraging me, for comforting me, for being with me, for cutting up circles for me, for helping me write my name on my prep boards, for waiting for me to go home together, for messaging me words of encouragement and love, for buying me my much needed cold drink everyday, for sacrificing your meals to work for and with me, for rushing down from school everyday to render whatever help you can give, for understanding how it feels like to sit on the railings, for being so sweet, for bringing newspaper to clean my mirror, for making me laugh when i'm stress, for locking up my room and ensuring that it is tidy, for bearing the heat and the climbing of up and down. I owe you too much, but i thank God for you, because i know you did it for not not out of pity, but as a God-sent friend filled with compassion. I'll bring you out for a date at Sho-U and try my best to teach you Econs.
GERA: Thank you for waking me earlier than you ever do on normal schooldays to come down to help me out on a Saturday morning, for buying me food and drinks, for being such a mother in ensuring that i don't do silly and dangerous things, for being there for me, for screaming words of encouragement over the phone, for making me smile with the video you did for me last year, for not complaining when sara and i overslept, for helping me in whatever way you could, for hugging me when my eyes were small and swollen from all the crying, for believing that i would be able to complete it.
MARY: Thank you for being the man who would drills holes into the wall for me, for finding so much joy in spraying the board, for waking up early on a Saturday morning to help me out and also without a word of complaining, for vandalising my school and loving my school at the same time, for being the photographer, for nailing the lights, for all your funny remarks which make me laugh. Although i've drifted away from you, you still came by to help me. thank you.
LY: I lyly. Thank you for dropping by despite your busy schedule.
DENISE: thank you for making filming such fun, for making me laugh, for willingly gave me some ideas and sat down at the airport with me to catch up on those good ol' art days, for giving me comments on my artist's statement, video, set up and being that bundle of joy whenever you came or when you talk to me.
BLACK NAILS: thank you for being so witty, giving me the most constructive comments about my art, for giving me insights about aliens and mrs moustache, your laughter in contagious but it brightens up my day, for being so surprise when you found out about my secret, for being so downbright honest about the way i pull my clothes, for coming down to help despite you being such a bum, for helping me film the introspection of self which made that video even tighter, for laughing at me when i did crazy things like attempting to act out the last scene of Othello with emme, for allowing helmet and myself to join you for dinner and helping you to move house and showing us your very promising house.
RUSY: Thank you for your encouragement throughout and helping me to super glue my prep board and always asking about my art.
AUNTY: thank you for staying up with me till 3 plus with me as i attempted to study for SOVA and bring such an optimist!
AIN: Thank you for standing up for the art kids that art history and history are relatively tough.
JON AND SHERM: Thank you for teaching me how to do screenshots, burn dvds, use imovie, adobe premier, finalcut, for always telling tme to 'jia you', for allowing me to go to your house early in the morning to work and even being so kind as to tell me how to do some stuff past mignight!!!!
S&P: For praying for me and always messaging me to press on with lots of love and prayers.
THANK GOD ALL ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO MAKING MY ART JOURNEY SO MEMORABLE.
For those that are not mentioned here, i'm sorry but i sincerly thank you for being such darlings. :)
thank you.
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